nose bleeding...

sometimes reality sinks in at the most unexpected way.... you simply tell yourself to STOP....at some point 3years ago , i said stop and i stopped... :)

its about time to breathe deeply , be grateful of things, pray and definitely stop.... stop again and moveon...

like the traffic lights.. you SLOW down, then you Stop, and eventually GO...

enough that has been said and done... i just wanna smile and accept things the way they are...

thanks to NOSE Bleeding... it was a reminder that i need to stop...

at the bus stop an old woman was asking what bus is goin to Ang Mo kiO.. i said "169 auntie!"
She has mixed words of Chinese and English.. I couldnt really understand her other words.. told here to speak English and told her im a FILIPINO... she said, "really you are filipina? but you look like Indonesian... beautiful Indonesian!" hahahahahahahaha!!!!

"You think im beautiful auntie?" (kulit ko..haha.. auntie means "lola" here in singapore)
" yes u are.." and she was smiling with her tiny eyes...

Yes, il STOP thinking about imperfections, STOP blaming people, STOP hurting...

i still have reasons to smile .. reasons to be grateful of, reasons to just let go... haha.. im stil beautiful..and life is stil beautiful...

now, to let go is the sign of GO!!!