Going there......

i remember how this BROD of mine( from alpha phi omega) courted me when we were in highschool..he used to give me love letters, even that time his gf was one of the prettiest girls in our batch...who would really like him with that attitude in the first place!? haha.. i even destroyed his loveletter at the middle of our school field ( he recalled!!)... i belonged to the special science section that time and he belonged to the regular section..Since i was a lil popular that time, my crushes also belonged to the popular group..so i kept ignoring him.. i couldnt deny the fact the he is good looking, maputi, and malinis tignan and manamit!! haha.. i just couldnt take his love letters with so many "baduy" lines..susungkitin ko ang mga bituin ...ikaw ang buhay ko.. etc etc.. ( highschool days eh)..

i went to UP los banos and he was left in Vigan.. took engineering at first and ended with business management(im not so sure haha).. when i went home during the sembreak(2ndyear college) i saw him in our house with the other APO tropa.. ive known that day that he is a member of the frat already, (and i think my brother was the Grand Chancellor that time)..he continued courting me.. he was very vocal to my mom and to my bro regarding his feelings for me.. my mom and Maky like him because 1)he is not basagulero 2.) very respectful lalo na sa mama ko 3.)marunong makisama 4.) doesnt hve flowery tongue na mambobola ng babae...

i started to like him too but no choice but to hide my feelings for him.. i needed to go back to manila and finish school..

after college, at some point , we had special communication.. we just couldnt consistently get connected with each other because of our priorities..

last year we talked to each other, he knew i have a bf that time, and i know he was hurting..

but he kept tellin me , anyhow, he will make a way to succeed and improve his life to win my heart..

just like last night..he called me up..telling how much he stil loves me.. and wel get married two years from now after his contract ..hahahahahaha! i dont know what to say!

he knows what i feel.. i always tell him about what i feel..

right now, im happy that he is there for me... God has His own way and He leads us to our destined happiness.. siya na kaya??

hmmm.....hope he wont change... malay natin...right now, im enjoying and im happy ..